Humanity is frail. There is nothing more gross than visceral beauty
I see hope in Death. Nothing more violent than your close surroundings
Take your own life. You can. Can't wait to be free. 
Merciless. Cowardly you stay silent and erase your own
Identity, Presence, life from the Earth.
Moral decay, world of ignorance
Scarcity. You and me aren't the same. 
Never understand, never approach
Swallowing sanity
I throw up flowers
You will suffer. No matter what you do. Deal with it, scream your pain or keep quiet.
You will end up in a black trash bag, your head first anyways
Poisoned by our own human race
Rotting bird, fruit of the world. Saved from cruelty
We are more alone than you think. Dig your own grave into your black ashed dusty lungs. You decide.
Self-inflicted. You will never know my pain no matter what you chose to believe
Unclear line between my flesh and ether
Blurry vision, pulsating veins
I'm purifying myself
Flows of blood raining down the floor
Negative colours, Everything turns white.
Always alone.



(inspired by - Portrayal of Guilt.)
  
Inside out
Abandonig myself to Madness and becoming silent
Progression of Loneliness
Becoming a statement of guilt
The truth can't be escaped
Opposition grows more distant



inspired by  Inside out, the ANDS.

狂気に委ねた 声なき方に成る
失望と痛みを逃れる心情に刺す

欲望を描くんだ 僕らの正解は?
イロハに澄んだ 冗談声になる

無意識 裏返し 無意識 裏返し

Blowing in the lose
孤独の進行有罪な報道なる

Blowing in the lose
逃れぬ真相反対遠くなる




Endless cycle of grief Illusion of normalcy Declining human progress Constant agony Strangled by selfishness, hopelessness Witness the horrors of a hemorrhaging world Inspired by "Human terror", by Portrayal of Guilt.







Swallowing sanity
threw you away / throwing it up
Between my ribs (entrecôte)
will hide (you)r memories 
and will bleed out to Forget
Internal Exhaustion. To remember (don't)
Substance abuse
Vomit the reason
(Overdosing)











Hide your vulnerability 
to appear Unbreakable.
Remove the mask
Look at your reflect :
What do you see ?
(a) Doomed mass of wounded LIES
Weaker day by day
Can't even CRY
Letting yourself wither to death
Fade, Disappear
(All I can see are)
Fragments of regrets...
Exquisite silence. 
Absence (not here)
I let the colours fade. 
Distance between me and the world
Self-inflicted exclusion
Missing presence
Divine absence
Unknown updates
Scarvenger hunt (let's play a game)
Fragments of memories
The corpse is asleep
Funerals are getting prepared.






Decompose. Break. Destroy.
Can't accept dominance
Society is failing us
Elevate your mind
by your own power, strenght
Recreate. Inspire
Your soul - story isn't a scriptured faith
Don't follow blindly
Think by yourself
or you will fall with them
Find a way to learn
Infiltrate
Observe. We got two eyes
Lone path
to goodwill for a peaceful future
Recompose, show, ask
Share, help, understand complexities
Yourself, other, the world
I believe in a better world sometimes
Hopeful
They never shut up. Disrespecting quietness
Impossible peace
My hate and self-loathing is louder
Only death will calm me down
Absolute rest
No intrusion
No validation
No suffering
far away the individual
Sinking underground
Cancelling meaningless noise
Burying myself in silence










Exist sick. INSANITY
Still wakeup until when
My body will certainly give up before my last breathe
and I will float above your heads until
in a creaking sound
My skull touches the ground
Painting your memories RED